Hardest personal goal

My hardest personal goal was to become clean after 46 years as a hard strung out tweaker on amphetamin. At first i didn’t believe it to be possible because I saw amphetamin as a big part of my being. It was my own culture and way of life. But I talked to other addicts and i compared myself to their way of life and I saw a difference. That difference made me quit. That difference made me see myself in an other setting with other values and a life without amphetamin. So I set myself the goal to become clean. It was a hard choice and i didn’t know the concequences but I decided to go for it. After a long period with adjusting body and mind i was finally over it all. This was 2018. And today, well read some of my posts because they are all written from my mind and you can tell what kind of man i am. Today I am 61 and very thankful for my life I am living now. I wish i knew this when I was 29 what I know now but I didn’t. So my next goal is to stay clean and take care of my wife and myself. I am trying to set a good closeure of my last years on this planet. Enjoy my life with my wife to the fullest. We are not rich moneywise but we are rich of knowledge and empathy and love for our fellow humans. Joyfully we are thankful for every day we spend together. We even have bad days but we don’t let them inflict us to much. It cleans the air and gives us things to think about and we talk it out. Living is more important to do when you are in a positive state of mind. Thats why we always surprice eachother with clues for our love to eachother. I am madly in love with my wife still after 20 years. She is my everything! And i am hers! I know this goal will not be so hard to achieve. With my wife by my side it will not be a problem at all. She got my six. And I am thankful for knowing that. She’s the love of my life! Thank’s honey for making this together with me! I love you.