My life

My life is not so fun anymore. I lost my best best friend this week. Put it this way my only friend. When I was young we had a lot of so called friends but only one stuck around for ever like. He was my go to guy when I needed to talk, to fix and repair, go fishing,  go hiking. We did a lot together. Boysstuff. We have been hanging out the last 25 years but the chair is now empty. Ffuuuuucckk!! I AM MAD AND ANGRY! He was my very very best best friend!!! I will miss him so much! So I am down for a while……..