Difficult to say…

Describe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to.

There was a fase before my second daugther was born where we had no economic worries due to my job as a drugdealer. Now it’s not the drugdealing itself i had difficulties to say goodbye to, but the fantastic income! In what I did i was very very good. And I did it all alone! I ran an amphetamin wholesale “store” and I supplyed 8 citys here in Norway for over four years! Our citys doe’s not contain millions of people so it was not so difficult to get monopoly on drugdeals. I was cheap and it was top quality drugs cooked in Amsterdam. When I got the “store” running i had at the same time a dayjob doing roofing wich payed very good. Made me able to hide the extra income better. We had some beautiful years with absolutely everything we needed. But envy and greed stopped me and I had to say goodbye to it all. The hard way! 7 years 10 months in prison learned me that! Those 4 years has more positive content then my first 20 years of living! That’s why it was difficult for me! I was alone about the smugling and safekeeping. I was alone when I sold it. When I used and had some fun times i shared with my friends. I shared the drugs with them and my home. My kitchen always cooked something. They ate and showered! But when THEY got busted they told on me and threw me under the bus! The source for all the income! So after the jailtime i haven’t done anything like it since! But I had to say goodbye to it all!