Positive change…

Describe one positive change you have made in your life.

On the afternoon 23.10.2018 i was sitting on my toilet with a syringe in my rigth hand filled with amphetamin and I was trying to inject it in my left arm. This is something i had done for the last 47 years so I knew how to do it. But this day i didn’t hit any veins! I sat there for 2 hours but couldn’t inject it. So I stood up went in to my living room and said to my wife:” This is over. I have had enough of this bullshit junky lifestyle. Fuck the money and fuck the whole game!” We have been clean since that day! And we will remain so! These days we talk to the young ones and tells them about ourselves. We tell them and we put a face on the subject and we make them see how they can make rigth decisions! And it all cooks down to making the rigth choice! So the best ever happening to me was when I turned my back to amphetamin! No withdraws at all! No more thougths about it! We don’t even talk about it at all! Off course we talk about the good happy times, but there are more bad and unhappy times overshadowing it all. So we use what we know and we tell the young ones who is out on the streets, in schools and youthclubs about what we did and what drugs did to us! If we can make one young one to not do drugs we have succed!